Tuesday, November 03, 2009

2 months



Two months ago today I was in labour. My life was in peril. My heart was held together only by prayers. The ground was falling away beneath me. My dreams were dying.

Two months ago I held you in my arms. My little bundle wrapped in pink. You were heavier than I expected and I was so tired. But you were beautiful. If I could go back I would hold you forever.

15 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey there,

eeek I'd freak out if people I knew were reading about this personal journey/torment/process that you're going through, I hope they obey your wishes but knowing people I doubt it, so I'd advise you to start another blog for now and return to this one some time in the future? I guess I'm very skeptical and pessimistic but I'm just thinking of general human nature.

I'm sorry these people found this blog, I read it everytime there's a new post, umm but I meant I'm sorry for you, it sucks.

Here's another heads up, dont read this week's issue of You magazine. dont ask why.

*hugs*

Tamara said...

I love your word collage for Sophia. Very special.

Yaya said...

(((Hugs)))

Kristen said...

hang in there... I know, what a lame thing to say. I think about you often and hope you and your husband are finding strength in each other.

cestlavietlb said...

Hi There,
I stumbled across your blog while browsing. I am so terribly sorry for your loss. Take a look here:
http://www.sweetsalty.com/

and here:
http://www.glowinthewoods.com/

for support, love and understanding.
Much love and hope to you both
Tara

Bree said...

Hi Caz,
I hope it's okay that I stopped by your blog. I wanted to read more about your sweet daughter. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you find much support through your blog. I am going to add your daughter's name to my list of butterflies.

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