Another long day of labour and then finally there you were. Even after 2 days I felt unready. They handed you to me. You were beautiful and still and ours.
Today should be about balloons and cake, presents and your little-girl-giggles. About a dress with bows and streaks of icing on your face. About flings chips and little friends and countless photos and proud parents.
About you - in all your childish wonder and unbridled joy.
Instead it is quiet.
Happy birthday my precious girl. I wish we were celebrating it together.
Sophia, your mommy loves you with all her heart.
Friday, September 03, 2010
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I'm so sorry for the pain and sorrow that are making up today. Hugs.
Thinking of you today xx
instead.
memories and dreams
Grace - a delicate balance between here and there
hearts
gosh lady, i wish i could do/say more, but all i have are hugs.
hugs
(((((HUGS)))) thinking of you guys today!
Thank you being brave enough to share this.
Thinking of you today. Hope the day passes gently.
Maddie x
I am so sorry Sophia Grace is not with you today and each of the last 365. I hope that this anniversary will help you to process you grief another step and that you can begin to look to the future and finding a way of holding Sophia through that.
Love
I am so sorry that you cannot be all together. You are a wonderful mother to your children. I remember that feeling of quiet all too well. My thoughts are with you and your family. Thinking for you.
Thinking of you often, I bet they are having a beautiful party in heaven.
I am so sorry that this is not a happy day for you and The Band.
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